There are many parables about the futile attempts of man to understand the mystery of the existence of God in any of His forms. Nevertheless, these attempts not only do not stop, but often become the reason and motive for maintaining faith and staying in a religious environment.
Instruction manual
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Reflections on God are described by many holy fathers of the Christian Church, including St. Augustine in Confession. Knowing briefly about his biography before the adoption of Christianity at the age of 16 (partying, drinking, debauchery and other excesses of youth), it is difficult to imagine the reason for such drastic changes: in “Confession” Augustine not only repents of his sins, but condemns them and wonders how God still endures him alive.
The same book describes reflections on the omnipresence of God, on the secret of His fulfillment by the essence of all matter. Consider with Augustine how this is possible.
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Another form of unceasing remembrance of God is prayer. You can read to yourself any prayer that you know, comprehending its clear and secret meaning, analyzing every word.
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Read other books by theologians and religious scholars. Truth is not fully revealed to anyone, but you can come closer to it if you work hard.
